Performance Anxiety: the Dirty Little Secret between He and His Female Friends

I thought of this story recently after reading something on the CFNM Village forum where somebody posted about this live show where the audience would participate and they had an unsuspecting guy basically forced to get naked on stage and he had no idea that that is what it would involve. You can watch the video at https://vimeo.com/66296202.

I have to admit I really liked this idea. I thought of this in regards to being a nude participant in a stage performance and being seen possibly by female friends. I wouldn't want my family or anyone to see me in a situation like that, but I think that if female friends had seen me naked like that it would be kind of like a funny little dirty secret that they would have over me for the rest of my life.

Like when we are together in secret it's just like they can all just burst out laughing "ha ha we know what you look like naked!" Whenever the topic of nudity comes up in a mixed company and all of your female friends are sort of smirking and looking at you and looking at each other knowing that they have this dirty little secret that they know what you look like naked, and everybody else is wondering what is going on.

The story more or less developed from there where I thought what would happen if I was forced to get involved in a naked stage play with female friends and I tried to think what my friend specifically would do and how I would respond, and that's where the story developed from, so I hope you enjoy!

Performance Anxiety: the Dirty Little Secret between He and His Female Friends
Steve had to admit that things were not the same since that night of the performance and they probably never would be ever again. Although he had sworn his friends to secrecy that they should never mention it outside of their little group every time he was with Carolyn, Kirsten and Bonner he couldn't help but blush whenever they happened to look at him and smile knowing that dirty little secret that they had between the four of them.
    "So how was the play," Camellia said as the four of them got home to the girls dormitory.
    "Oh it was definitely interesting," Carolyn said struggling not to laugh.
    "Oh, interesting how," Camellia said.
    "It was one of those interesting plays where they have the audience participate," Kirsten said with a big smile.
    "Oh did any of you participate then?" Camellia asked.
    "Steve did," Bonner said as she looked at him as Steve sort of looked at his feet sort of shuffling around looking really embarrassed.
    "Oh really, how so?" Camellia said not looking at them while she was talking and was preoccupied watching her dinner cook before she finally looked up at Steve. "Why are you blushing so much Steve, did you have to do something embarrassing on stage?"
    Steve swallowed deeply as he started flashing back to just a few hours before.

    "Well ladies it will be nice to go out with you and everything like that as we haven't gotten together in a long time," Steve said as they began to drive to the theater. Steve was glad that he was getting to see his friends for the first time in a while, but as much as he liked his friends he always wish that there was something more. He had three close female friends but the relationships were purely platonic. Meanwhile he had been single for as long as he could remember and found it frustrating that he couldn't have some type of more intimate relationship with a woman.
    "I've heard that this play is supposed to be really good and everything," Carolyn said. "I heard it's like one of those sort of abstract theater type of things, you know where sometimes they have the audience participate and everything?"
    "That sounds like a lot of fun," Bonner said. "I always liked theater that is interactive like that, make a real connection with the audience."
    "I've never been to a theater like that before but it should be interesting," Kirsten said.
    "I always liked going to plays but I was never one to be on stage myself," Steve said as he stopped at the red light before starting to drive again.
    Bonner smiled. "Actually when I was younger I went to one of my first plays and they actually had a guy naked on stage, it was just purely hilarious, my eyes were practically bugging out of my head. I mean at that age I tried to be mature about it but seeing a guy naked on stage like that, well I'm only human! Sometimes it is just hard to be mature about these things and keep a straight face about them, know what I mean?"
    "Wow seriously," Kirsten said. "That must have been pretty funny. How explicit was it?"
    Bonner smiled. "Oh you could see everything, trust me, ass, dangling bits, every single inch of his naked flesh was on display. It was the first time I had ever seen a guy naked like that before and I have to say it was quite the experience. When I walked into that theater I never in a million years suspected that I would see something like that. It was awkward because I went with my parents but it was certainly a very memorable and pleasant thing regardless."
    Steve practically stopped the car short at the idea of somebody naked in the theater like that. "Well I couldn't imagine anything more awkward than to go to a play with your parents where some guy got naked in front of you and everything like that."
    "I'll admit it was pretty embarrassing," Bonner said. "But hey I got over it, and I got to see a guy, a guy totally buck naked!"
    "Wow it must take a lot of guts to get naked on stage like that," Carolyn said shaking her head. "I think I would probably die of embarrassment if I had to appear naked on stage like that."
    "Do you think that they're going to have naked people at this play?" Steve asked suddenly getting curious that maybe tonight would be a bit more interesting than he thought it would be. The thought of seeing naked women on stage made this play suddenly a whole lot more interesting.
    Bonner shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know but I guess we will find out, the play is for adults only so maybe things will get a little bit risqué."
    Steve had to admit that this is where it was kind of awkward when your three closest friends were the opposite sex like that. Whenever a sexual situation like that came up it was always kind of awkward. They were platonic and everything but tended to be open and able to talk about everything, but Steve always felt a little bit awkward and embarrassed whenever the topic of sex came up. And to be watching naked women on stage while he was with three female friends made it even more awkward. He wondered if they would feel the same awkwardness if there was a naked guy on stage and he saw them all enjoying it.
    "Well it looks like we are here," Steve said as they pulled up at the theater. The four of them got out of the car and got on line with their tickets and soon were in the theater.
    "I guess we are lucky that we managed to get tickets to this as it looks like there is a big audience, probably hundreds, maybe even thousands of people here," Kirsten said. "And the fact that we have front row tickets makes it even better!"
    The four of them took their seats up front and soon the play began. It was an ancient Greek play incorporating all sorts of interesting things from mythology, but surprisingly and much to their disappointment there wasn't any actual nudity on stage.
    "I was really hoping that we would see some naked guys," Bonner said before blushing.
    "I was kind of hoping maybe for some naked women myself," Steve said defusing the tension but also feeling a little bit self-conscious. Once again he was really close to his friends and everything but openly admitting that they enjoyed seeing the opposite sex naked always made things awkward in a mixed sex gathering like that. He knew that they were all hoping to see naked guys while he was definitely hoping to see naked girls, but watching that in a mixed sex audience would be sort of a little bit awkward for all of them, regardless of who it was the they saw naked.
    There was a brief intermission where as usual there was a long line to the ladies room.
    "This line is impossible I give up," Kirsten said as the three women walked out of the line.
    "Maybe if you didn't have a pee-sized bladder," Carolyn said. "Pun intended."
    "Don't mention pee," Kirsten said as she laughed and they went back to their seats for the play to resume.
    The second act continued and was even more exciting than the first, and Steve couldn't help but noticing that Kirsten seemed like she was getting more and more antsy crossing and uncrossing her legs as the play continued. She always had a really weak bladder and the rest of them always teased her about that as she always had trouble getting through long shows and movies and other events like that. God help her if she ever became pregnant, they would frequently joke.
    "Do you think the play is going to be over soon," she eventually said.
    "Still need to pee," Carolyn said rolling her eyes. "Well I wouldn't want to get up right now if I were you because I heard that the end of this play is the most interesting part. I am kind of wondering what's going to happen myself."
    Suddenly the play came to a stop as a bunch of women dressed in long flowing Greek robes came out onto the stage.
    "And now we need a volunteer for the audience to play the role of a Greek statue," one of the Greek women on the stage said.
    Steve had to admit that that Greek woman had some amazing cleavage and he couldn't help but stare at her. As he continued staring at her he couldn't help but notice that she stared back at him and suddenly smiled, but it was a smile that made him feel a little bit uncomfortable.
    "Oh God I hope that they don't pick me because I don't want to go on stage," Carolyn said as she slumped down in her seat.
    "Yeah I know that would be pretty embarrassing to be up in front of all these people like that, I couldn't imagine something more intimidating than that," Steve said.
    The Greek woman on the stage smiled. "We need a male audience member specifically for this particular role."
    "Well it looks like we're all safe," Bonner said as she, Carolyn and Kirsten all looked at Steve and exchanged high-fives with each other as Steve sort of slumped down in his seat trying not to be noticed as much as possible.
    As much as Steve slumped down in his seat he couldn't help but notice the Greek woman walking over in his direction. No no no, he told himself as she approached him.
    "I think that you are just the right size and height and dimensions that we are looking for," the Greek woman said as she pointed to Steve as she leaned forward exposing her cleavage in a way that Steve couldn't help but stare at. "What is your name?"
    "Stephen," he said in a low voice.
    "Well why don't you come up here on stage Stephen," the Greek woman said smiling and seemingly intentionally pressing her cleavage together as though to mock him in some way.
    Steve kind of shook his head but Bonner, Kirsten and Carolyn waved him up on the stage telling him go on go on, come on be a sport.
    Steve reluctantly got up on stage as the Greek woman offered her hand and pulled him on stage.
    "Who are your friends here?" The Greek woman asked.
    "Carolyn, Bonner and Kirsten," Steve said.
    "Well I'm sure that they would all love to see you get to be part of the play now wouldn't you," the Greek woman said as the three of them started cheering. Steve wanted to kill them at that moment but he also didn't want to disappoint them, so he simply swallowed his pride and went along with it, as he didn't want to spoil everybody's fun. He was just hoping that he would only be on stage briefly in the bacground somewhere.
    "I have to admit I have never been up on stage before," Stephen said.
    "Well I hope that you don't get performance anxiety then," the Greek woman said as she laughed. "Don't worry it's very simple, all we need you to do is stand in the center of the stage in the middle of that row of well-dressed Greek women. All you have to do is stand there and not move and they will do the rest."
    Steve did as instructed as he got in the middle of all of the well-dressed Greek women. He had to admit they all had rather ample breasts, so being up there on stage with them he was starting to feel like a big man on campus all of the sudden. Maybe it wasn't so bad being the star of the show.
    "Now I just need you to stand as still as a statue and we will continue with the play now," the Greek woman said. "I warn you all in the audience that this next part of the play will involve full frontal nudity, so anyone who is uncomfortable with that you should leave the audience now, although I recommend staying as I think that things are going to get very interesting!"
    A couple of people in the audience began cheering and Steve suddenly wondered whether this meant that all of those Greek women were suddenly going to get naked around him. Wouldn't that be something? He had to admit it would be kind of awkward to be on stage with a bunch of naked women while his female friends were in the audience, but at the same time that would certainly make him even feel more like a big man on campus.
    The play started off as all of the women started dancing around Steve as he just stood there trying to stay as still as a statue, seeing as that's what he was supposed to be. However as the women started circling around him he couldn't help but notice that they were pulling at his clothing. He had no idea what was going on but it didn't take them long until they had completely stripped him of his clothing.
    "Holy Lord did they just strip him naked!" Bonner said covering up her mouth as she looked at Carolyn and Kirsten who had eyes as wide as she was and couldn't help but be smiling.
    "Well looks like we are going to get to see some naked guys on stage after all," Carolyn said laughing as the three of them stared straight at Steve.
    Steve did notice that all three of them were staring at him and waving to him and he started gritting his teeth as he knew that he must be blushing profusely in front of a stage of hundreds, or possibly even thousands of people.
    Steve tried to think of meditative chant that he had heard Buddhist monks suggesting. He tried to detach himself from the fact that he was now naked on stage and that all eyes were on him as a bunch of busty but still well-dressed Greek women started dancing around him, throwing his clothes off in all directions very far from his reach. He knew that he couldn't just stop the play right now because that would just be even more embarrassing, so he would just try to grin and bear it as best as possible as he figured that the play was almost over, so hopefully this wouldn't last much longer.
    As the next half hour of the play went on as Steve stood on the stage surrounded by the well-dressed Greek women like some type of prop in a movie he couldn't help but find himself growing erect. Why was this humiliating situation causing all of the blood to rush to his genitals? Now he was completely mortified but he couldn't help but see his three female friends in the audience with 1000 yard stares almost in total shock at what they are seeing.
    Kirsten couldn't stop laughing as she tried to cover her mouth and started tapping her feet.
    "Hey quiet we don't want to make a lot of noise and draw attention to ourselves," Bonner said. "Although I think right now Steve would probably love to have the attention drawn away from him and that boner that is pointing right in our direction!"
    The three of them couldn't help but burst into laughing and began slapping their knees.
    "Stop stop, I'm going to pee my pants," Kirsten said as she grabbed her stomach and crossed her legs tightly. If she laughed any harder she knew that she would lose total control of her bladder. But she couldn't help herself, this had to be the most screamingly hilarious thing that she had ever witnessed in her entire life. For a moment she felt bad about how embarrassing this must be for Steve but at the same time she had to admit to herself that he was actually pretty good-looking naked and had a pretty nice butt!
    Finally, after a half hour of Steve being naked on the stage fully erect and struggling not to pass out and faint from embarrassment, the humiliation was over and he was finally able to put his clothing back on and returned to his seat.
    As he approached his three friends they stood there smiling and he simply waved to them.
    "So what did you think?" Steve said gritting his teeth barely able to form words.
    The three women looked at each other before looking at him and burst out laughing. For a moment she felt like they were laughing at him and he had never been more humiliated and he was having trouble making eye contact with them.
    "I'm sorry we don't mean to be laughing at you," Bonner said. "It was actually very brave of you to go up there seeing as we know that you are prone to stage fright, I mean especially when you are completely buck naked!"
    Bonner began clapping her hands together and stomping her feet as the other two women joined her laughing hysterically.
    "We totally saw your ass!" Kirsten said as she continued laughing and smacking her knees.
    "And your dangling bits," Bonner said as she started laughing and leaning on Carolyn for support but Carolyn couldn't help but burst out laughing as well.
    As Steve stood there watching his three closest female friends having a grand old time laughing at his expense he finally decided to say something.
    "Did you piss yourself?" he said looking at Kirsten who had a wet spot on her pants.
    Kirsten smiled and shrugged her shoulder. "Guilty as charged, I did wet my pants, but at least I got to keep them on!"
    The three women just burst into hysterics practically falling over onto the floor and it seemed like they were almost having trouble breathing as Steve stood there gritting his teeth and wanting this moment to end, but also finding the moment so erotically charged that he felt himself becoming aroused again, and it took all of his concentration to suppress an erection.
    "I'm sorry Steve we don't mean to be laughing at you, it was very brave what you did up there, it's just hard not to find it completely and utterly hilarious to see one of your friends naked on stage like that," Carolyn said as she couldn't help but continue to giggle. "But for what it's worth I don't think I would have been able to have gone up there, it really took a lot of guts and I admire you for it. The look on your face when you realized though, I wish they allowed photography at these things, because that was priceless! That was a Kodak moment if there ever was one."
    "You know if I had any idea what I was getting into I don't know if I would have gone through with it," Steve said shaking his head.
    "And yet you did, and like that guy I saw on stage when I was just a little girl I am never ever going to forget this night, that image of you naked on stage is totally burned into my head to call up whenever I want from now on," Bonner said before covering up her mouth as she realized that Steve was blushing intensely. "Sorry, I didn't mean to embarrass you."
    "No, that's okay, I don't think that after tonight there's anything that you can do to make me feel more embarrassed," Steve said although he had to admit the thought that his three closest female friends could now picture him naked at any time that they wanted was incredibly intimidating. He didn't know how he would be able to look them in the eye from now on.
    Steve looked off in the distance and he could see some of the Greek women from the stage, including the one who brought him on the stage, and as soon as he made eye contact from her he looked away. Did she do that to him simply because he was staring at her cleavage as a way of teaching him a lesson? He would probably never know, but the way that she was staring at him with that big smile on her face as she crossed her arms under her breasts and shook her head he felt was probably a good indication of the answer to that question.
    "Well one of us went to the bathroom already but I think that I could use a bathroom break after all of the sidesplitting laughter that we experienced tonight," Carolyn said as Bonner nodded in agreement.
    "Yeah and I should probably try to clean myself up a little bit," Kirsten said blushing a little bit at the fact that she had wet her pants again in public from laughing so hard.
    "Okay let's just try to hurry up though," Steve said as the three women got in a very long line for the ladies room. He stood there in the lobby waiting for them but as he did so he could see that every woman in line for the ladies room was looking in his direction, and a couple were waving and smiling, so he simply smiled and waved back.
    A couple of women coming out of the bathroom asked to have their pictures taken with him, and although he didn't like the idea that there would be evidence of what had taken place there that day he reluctantly agreed, because it's not like they were taking pictures with him completely buck naked at least!
    When his three friends were finally out of the ladies room they were getting ready to go.
    "Well it looks like you have got quite the fan club," Bonner said as Stephen once again blushed. She put her hand on his shoulder. "I mean that in a good way you know. Carolyn is right, it took guts to get up there like that, even if you had no idea what you are getting into. And you certainly made this a night that none of us will ever forget."
    "I think it's safe to say that I'm never going to forget this night either," Steve said once again blushing profusely as his three friends started making all sorts of oooing and ahing noises as they patted him on the shoulder. They were trying to be really nice and everything, but he knew that things would never be the same between them, he knew that now they would know exactly what he looked like naked all the time whenever they looked at him.
    "You know I don't think that I feel up to driving home tonight, I think you can understand that I've had a very draining evening," Stephen said.
    "Haven't we all," Carolyn said once again smirking causing Steve to look down at his feet and twitch his fingers nervously.
    "Well I'm afraid that I can't drive, I just can't stop thinking about Steve's butt!" Kirsten said as she burst out laughing "I'm sorry Steve, but it's true, you really do have a nice ass!"
    "Look I will be the mature one and drive because I think that the rest of you are all too intoxicated with hysterics to drive," Carolyn said before looking at Steve. "Although as a nurse who has given lots of rectal thermometers I have to say that they are right, you do have a pretty nice butt, I guess I really never noticed before until I saw it completely buck naked!"
    The three of them once again burst out laughing and Stephen couldn't help but laugh a little bit along with them for the first time all night. He had been utterly embarrassed and humiliated by the events of the night, but seeing his three close female friends, who had always been just friends before, talking about how attractive his rear was, well he had to admit was rather flattering and making him feel flushed.
    "She's seen a lot of naked asses, so she knows," Kirsten said as Carolyn got in the drivers seat and Kirsten and Bonner sat on either side of Stephen.
    It was a weird feeling sitting there between two women who had just seen you naked for a half hour straight, seen every single inch of your body, and were now probably picturing what he looked like naked at that very moment. And although the whole idea of it was extremely humiliating once again he couldn't help but feel the blood rushing to his genitals, and had to use all of his focus and concentration to suppress the erection that he felt brewing, which was even harder when he couldn't help but feel Kirsten's hand very subtly rest itself alongside his butt.
    Before they got out of the car Steve made them promise that they would never mention this again to anyone, it would be their secret just between the four of them. They agreed to those terms and that made Steve relieved that he would hopefully never have to hear this event brought up in mixed company to make him feel awkward again. But as he got out of the car with his three friends he had to admit that there was something of an electrifying feeling knowing that there was that secret between them, the secret that the three of them had seen him completely and utterly buck naked, every inch of him for a half hour, and that every time they were looking at him they could well be undressing him with their eyes in a fully accurate manner. He thought it was a feeling that he could get used to.

    "Well I don't know what you saw tonight but it looks like you got you all riled up and pretty excited," Camellia said as Steve came back to reality.
    "Well that's an understatement," Bonner said. "But yet we had a really fun night, and let's just say without going into details that Steve was totally the star of the show."
    Camellia shook her head. "Well I am sorry that I missed it, maybe next time I will come along."
    The three of them looked at Steve before Kirsten shook her head. "I mean it was a pretty intense thing and that is something that I think a person really only goes through once, so you know there probably won't be a next time."
    As Steve stood there in front of those four women, three of whom could very well be picturing him naked at that moment and he would never even know it, he simply shrugged his shoulders.
    "Hey you never know, maybe someday there will be an encore performance," Steve said with a smile. As his three friends burst out laughing and smacking their knees all Camellia could do was shrug her shoulders and shake her head and wonder what had gotten into her three roommates and what dirty little secret that they had between them.